Originally Posted by
GardenGal 
Hi, just checking in with the Febs, though I suppose I'm officially March now due to my slip yesterday.
I went to the doc today, and I'm starting Campral tonight. I sincerely hope it will work to keep away the cravings. I'm so tired of it! I also went to my recovery session.
On the way home, I very nearly went to buy wine. AV was talking me into it, big time. But I resisted!
I'm a bit down in the dumps, but day one is half done.
I used campral,
If it worked for me, it was very subtle. I don't Think it made a difference for me, BUT, I'm weird with stuff.
I can't tell you what made me not drink. I've posted all the way up to crashing before. Made not a lick of difference. I have some kind of quiet anger going on that's fueling my not drinking. Maybe that's what I need to cut through the DT, mental confusion, brain fog whatever. I can't identify my anti- trigger.
I did actually find a bottle of it the other day and started taking it ahain. and I'm going to finish it off.
Better to stack the deck.
Tonight-- gotta find more " keeping sobriety" or something on youtube.
45 minutes til off work.
Thank you for your FIGHT , folks.
Day 1 or 100,
Today we are FREE