Welcome aboard Melki! We're glad to have you!
Have you been taking xanax on a regular basis?
I fried my brain on klonopin for 10yrs. I say "fried" because I literally thought I was in the beginning stages of Alzheimer's. It took about a yr., but I eventually got my memory back.
Congrats on getting sober! How long has it been?
(( Hugs ))