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Old 02-29-2016, 05:18 PM
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SoberLeigh
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Originally Posted by melki View Post
Josh, very sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself in the upcoming days. You will miss him a lot, but you should be proud of yourself for grieving sober.

Mera, happy to see you here! My kids really like when I step it up with the dress and make up too. My daughter and I are curling our hair tonight.

My son is not easy and as much as I love him and try to help, most of the time I feel lost and helpless. What we're trying isn't working. I am just left with accepting and loving him but I so want to prevent him from hurting himself. Please God give me patience and guide me in helping him.

He threw another curve ball tonight and on top of my tough day I was very tempted to react emotionally and dull it all with Xanax, but I'm not going to. I am making a commitment for another 24 hours clean and sober.

Congrats to the milestoners, you all rock!
Sending love, hugs and prayers your way for you, your son and your family, sweet melki.

We are here for you.
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