Thanks for reminding me to count my blessings kzaug. I have very little money but do have a roof, food to eat and a bed to throw my bones. I once 'accidently' swallowed a stack of methadone hydrochloride tablets and was crawling around my flat for 3 days in a heap of **** and until a friend turned up and took me to hospital as I live alone. I'd never taken methadone before and can remember two doctors at the end of my bed saying I shouldn't be breathing. Like you I was hallucinating like crazy. Thank goodness all that is behind me and I can breathe easy in sobriety. I love it so much. Where was my head back then? Disturbed child. How you going Soberwolf? Furniture restoration beats self destruction by a long shot. Thanks for being there you guys. We will remain on a happy note and thank goodness for Dr. Thomas.