I know you're really busy with the kids and work Arbor, but maybe you could find time to squeeze in a meeting? Just that extra bit of support to help kick the AV back to wherever it goes...
I don't have any expectations that drinking thoughts are going to completely cease. If they do, great, but for now I need a whole toolkit to keep me safe and healthy. So when that pesky AV pops up, which it does every weekend (life at the beach, cafes, tons of people), I do something to distract me, and I get through it.
Anyway, that's just me.
Huge hugs darling Octsobers. ♥