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jobei 3.5 years sober that's a lot to bank. I had a year from 2012-2013, probably the happiest year of my adult life. I descended though and I'm quite aware of why. Since then I've had a few 2 month stretches but lost accountability each time. My last binge could have been a lot messier too, in a way I was very lucky... I'm going to take that as a sign that it needs to end, here and now. I need to move on and find love for myself and not abuse. Keep your head up my friend.
That's me as well. I quit for a bit over a year and then had weeks or months of sobriety here and there. My last binge was ugly but could have been much worse also (I have to keep reminding myself of that).