I just made the shocking discovery that I've not been doing good work. I thought I had a couple of hours of work to do, including auditing the last several months. It turns out that I've made a lot of mistakes. Costly mistakes. Fortunately, my employer only looks at the results and the results look impressive. (I just got a substantial raise this month) But I discovered so much sloppy work and missed opportunities that I just want to cry. I want to remember this day forever. I can have the financial life of my dreams if I remain sober.