It is the end of Day 22. And I'm really struggling tonight. For some reason it seems like every time I start trying to get sober & I start feeling happy & confident my boyfriend starts being all moody. Its almost like he's trying to stir up drama. Is he trying to push me to see if I will drink again? I don't know. I try not to let it get to me but its hard to stay positive. I really hope I make it through this weekend sober.