Day 5 and I'm feeling overwhelmed.
My house and garden are a mess. I owe money left, right and centre and I have zero energy. I am feeling so overwhelmed by all the things I've neglected because of my drinking. I can't believe I've let everything slide so badly. I've managed to keep my job but everything else is a mess.
I know I can't fix everything in a few short days but I'm realising that it's going to take a long time to heal and repair myself, my home, my finances and I feel on the edge of a panic attack due to it all.
At least I will not be drinking today.