Thank you OldT
Youre 100% correct. One thing Ive noticed in the past 3 days (been sober almost 7 days) is that my outlook seems brighter, its very difficult to describe actually, its like more of my brain cells are firing/connected, Im more on to it in every respect, memory, picking up on emotions around me, including my own........etc etc etc..........its like Ive finally taken out the dead lightbulb and replaced it!!!!!!!!!
And even then I cant describe it. Its like Ive been half asleep for long time and now Im not!