Layali, I think your AV will continue to mess with your mind until you firmly close the door on drinking and never look back. If you drink on the 29th, do you really believe your mindset will change on the 1st of March to never drinking again. I kind of doubt it, because that's the nature of this disease. It uses any and every opportunity to manipulate. Stop now, today, and promise yourself a small gift on the 29th - something you've been looking forward to buying, a treat for yourself.
