Puffs,
Shabs is right as usual --must get boring....
My point is, do what is good for you -- whatever that is. That is all I am saying.
I know that knowing that is hard, especially now. But l always knew. But I was afraid, of being alone, of letting him down, etc etc etc
Do what ever will make you the happiest or least sad, for you. And having the company of your best friend even bombed is a good thing. Until it isn't.
Which may be never. Or may be tomorrow. You will know, and if you don't, ask Shabs. Cause she is my imaginary go to gal for such things.