Originally Posted by
Pouncer 
Beccy, I stopped SMART because it was hard. All of the internal stuff, being inside my own head, it just felt so narcissistic. But, now, here I am: more narcissistic than before. Pretty sad.
The internal stuff is what drives us to drink, and it needs to be cleared up so we can stay sober. And no program is going to be easy--but they're simple, just showing up for meetings is a big part of it.