Welcome 6. Many of us know just how you're feeling right now.
I drank for decades. In the end, it was every day. My personality changed radically when it was in my system. I can't even believe some of the things I said and did - completely out-of-character for me. I knew I could never trust myself to drink socially. One drink and off I went - into that other world of danger and despair.
You sound ready to leave that old life behind. There's no doubt you can do it. You found a great place for friendship and support. Glad you are here.
