"I am at a loss I can't even eat I cannot sleep I feel absolutely hopeless."
sums up how i felt the day after my last drunk-after my fiance told me some of the things i had said and done the day/night before.
that was the start of my journey of recovery with the help of AA.
once feeling i was ahopeless,helpless,useless,worthless, POS
i no longer feel that way. i have worth,use, hope, can help, and love myself today.
PLEASE let this be your turning point, 6.