Hi SoberLife
It's been several years for me. The last time was during a long period of ill health and worry when I wasn't sleeping.
The thought a drink might help flashed briefly across my mind one night in the wee hours.
I don't think having the thought is in itself any kind of failure and I didn't feel like my recovery was imperiled.
In the bright light of the next morning I dismissed it as the madness it was
I really believe the measure of our recovery lies in how we respond to those mad thoughts
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