Nessa I'm on day 3 today as well. It gets better. When you feel like you just can't handle things keep reading and posting. Don't give up and throw all you can at it. If you fall, keep on getting back up.
I have an app on my phone that I read frequently especially if I am struggling. It is called SoberTool. It has daily messages to read that you can pick and choose from based on how you are feeling at that moment. It's been a godsend for me. I'd highly recommend you check it out.
I have 3 kids myself and I am in a painful, nightmarish situation right now. I'm working really hard at letting go of my resentments, feeling humility instead of humiliation, and working through things rationally instead of emotionally. It takes constant work. But 3 days in and I am starting to feel better.
Have you read about making a recovery plan?
