This is hard
Hello everyone. I am new and this is my first post.
Only 12 days sober but it's hell. Today has been a bad day with my anxiety and all I want is to drink. I have help around me who successfully diverted me attention away from the need for a bit but I'm sitting here, again, craving it so bad. I guess I never realized how dependent I was until I hit rock bottom and ended up at the hospital. I feel so hopeless.