Im.35 and wish I'd quit at 25. The truth is EVERYTHING is so much more enjoyable without alcohol. After you're sober a while, even time at work is more pleasant, regardless of the type of job.
I'm at 5 months but I've done 1.5 years sober before that.....trust me that alcohol is lying to you. It is like eye glasses that are the wrong prescription.....until we take the glasses off, we believe alcohol helps us and we need it to get through all the other horrible moments. Once we take the glasses off (stop drinking), we see that alcohol is the common denominator. ......it's actually making all moments in life miserable.
After some sober time, you will enjoy your time at home alone even more....I do and I'm extroverted.....I now really enjoy my own company more because I'm not harming myself with booze.
Sending prayers, positive thoughts your way! We all understand and can relate!