My doctors dismiss the problem. They show me a chart and they tell me that if I moderate I will be fine. I am about to give up on them. They don't understand. I have a bottle right now that I only bought because it makes me feel safe to have in case the panic gets out of control. I don't want to open it.
Dee I know you had stressful life problems. Can we deal with them without alcohol? Without medication? Can I deal with life huge problems being clean and sober? I am about to lose my house. One stupid little mistake and i am going to lose my house. Where do I get the faith that things are going to get better? How do I trust myself again?