I feel like I am going mad.
I am under pressure from work.
I don't think anyone understands.
I don't feel like anyone cares.
Today was hideous.
Thats how I know nobody cares.
I am a novelty to them.
I don't drink.
I don't smoke.
I don't swear.
They make fun and think the fact I don't swear, smoke or drink makes me a bore, a goody 2 shoes.
The reality - they don't know the damage I am capable of with a few vodka's inside me.
They don't know that I can drink harder and faster than any of them.
They don't know what a mess i am capable of making.