I guess I'm a little worried about tonight. I don't have anything scheduled, so I'll be on my own. Being home alone, and specifically the drive home at night, is a huge trigger for me. My habit was to pick up a lot of beer on the way home each night. I'm ashamed to say that I would rotate the places I bought it, because I knew I was "doing wrong" and I was ashamed. I was living a lie. I just need to make sure I'm resolved to not stopping on the way home.