Hang in there, ladybug. If you don't have it, you can't drink it, right? Sometimes it's as simple (and hard) as that.
soberjim, good on you for not giving in to those thoughts and for coming in here first. The urges will pass. They're just thoughts and don't have any real power over us if we don't take that first drink. Eat something, take a walk, post in here over and over again, call someone, go to a recovery meeting, do whatever it takes. We're here for you.