I'm in.
Guilt - I've done something bad, I can fix it or do better
Shame - I am bad, there's no fixing
I've got a big day in front of me. All signs say I'm about to screw up and make a choice that is going to put me under pressure and I will end up felling bad and then feel like I have to justify myself and then through everything to the wind.
I've started up something new with an ex. He hurt my ego badly in the past, and I've gone there again.
I also have a blind date tonight.
I spent a year and a half with no hump days, now it's looking like every day could be a Wednesday
(JS
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This could be 'yeah, live a little and have some fun' or 'guilt overload'.
How to live and not hide? Is hiding living until sober muscles are strong?
I see the flashing light warning me my choices are off.
Why does fun sometimes look like all your pain spread out in front of you?