the murky middle
STBX has sobered up I think. Hasnt been blowing up my phone. I sent an email asking what he would like to do with the house. He said he wasn't sure, feeling shell shocked. I get that. Back at the ranch, I've not yet won the lottery. I need him to contribute. Even a small amount. He's still on my cell phone plan, car insurance, etc.
Trying to save on legal fees but I think I'm finally going to have to get those temporary orders.
Do I try to broach this with him or is it hot air lol? Honestly, I still fear his anger. And I don't know why. He's never been physical. And I still care to not hurt him-even though he's hurt me!
Feeling a little crazy. I'm not a good at limbo...