[QUOTE=BD84;5789529]Great point. Its not AV. I will do better. 12 days to be more spacific. I am going to give this a try and intend not to fail./QUOTE]
I beg to differ, it's completely your AV. I have read your other posts and you started committing to a "life of sobriety". Moderating isn't sobriety. Now that it's starting to wear off you are changing your mind.
I hope that you are successful and that your drinking doesn't continue to be a problem. Rely on us for support, we know it isn't easy but it's worth it.