Originally Posted by
Priscilla84 
Do yourself a favor and don't assume that not hearing from him means he doesn't miss you or think of you at all. His brain is scrambled now and who knows what he is thinking or feeling, maybe nothing because he is numb from drugs, but that doesn't mean you are insignificant to him. They've got the drugs to comfort and distract them.
Thank you, Priscilla. The past few days I, too, feel as I'm back to square one, but this post in particular comforts me. I was doing so well with thinking I'm strong and moving on, then I fall on my face again. I thought I'd be feeling better since we've been broken up two months but I guess contact needed to be severed at that time as well. Oh well, on to another day of No Contact and trying to keep my head up.