Happy 6th to your daughter Ladybug! Stay strong through all the feelings. Ironically it was my daughter's 6th bday in January where I decided to have a couple glasses of wine bc it was just such a great night (Friday night too, convenient) - and it was fine that night but it started my next little wave of "screw it" nights. Don't make my mistake. If I could go back I would just order a Diet Coke that night.
Onward, anyway.