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02-09-2016, 07:54 AM

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Cow

Woe is Moo.

Join Date: Aug 2013

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Originally Posted by Obladi

This is like reading two books at once

I more of a pamphlet, really.

Interesting you guys mostly vote on opposite side of what therapist advises about job. Anyways, I had phone interview and next is they gonna send some papers over for me to look at. Meanwhile, experiments to get up earlier is so far quite punishing. We shall see.

As depressive anhedonic, I not has lot of willpower, cuz, I not feel stuff like motivations and passions and hopefulness and determinations and love for life and all that. I only has kind of willpower that come from desperation after harrowing experiences with substances. And that not hold. It fade.

If pill is safe, I not see any debate on whether to takes it. I mean, you has life-destroying deadly affliction. So if is pill to keep that in check, it just kind of be, well, stupid, to no take it, yes?

Love FOC, Shabs.