You know, I wish I could really really hate him. The only thing I hate is that deep down I still feel love for him and pity for him. And honestly, I am sick how I much I miss my husband, the "good side" of him. Or was he good when he wanted to suck me back in?
But if I could really really hate, if I could suppress every nice memory I have of us, the last three words would be "So long , sucker!" The last four would be "Good-bye and good riddance!"