Originally Posted by
ericwilson 
I just need to start from the beginning again and not be so complacent about my disease.
You hit the nail on the head there. You mentioned several things you "got away from" ( calling your sponsor, coming here, etc ). Alcoholism is never "cured"...it's always there lurking in the backrground, and as you found it comes right back like it never left if you give it a chance.
Coming here today was a great idea, and I hope you called your sponsor as well. It could have turned into something much bigger than one night so be thankful for that!