120 dats sober, and I blew it
I can't believe it. I go to AA, I have had a sponsor (don't call him as much anymore-personalities clashed) and last night I drank like the old times.
I have a hard time sitting straight, all shaking and my mouth is so dry.
Am I dying? Did I just kill myself?
Freaking out right now, and could use a friend to talk me off the cliff.
Thanks