I have done something that I am not very proud of. I dont want to get too specific about it on the interenet,it has something to do with my ex husband and money. I was dishonest by ommission ( one of my favorite defects ) I thought I was working my program and was being honest, but I managed to rationalize it and now have remorse that is making me feel kind of sick. The way I see it, is either I am going toward a drink or away from one. I have been putting off my defect list and this just shows me that I pay a price when I put off my steps and maybe worse, so do others. I am ashamed of myself. Self will = no good ! Talking to my sponser after the fact= no good! I need to make an amend and get right with HP. Maybe I should be posting this in the AA forum,but I have always been comfortable on Newcomer's. There's more work to be done!!
