Kurapika.....I agree with every word that honeypig has just said....
An alcoholic who is having cravings will find a way to get alcohol....
I have known of people, who were shut-ins, who had cab drivers who made regular "runs" for them......
I am glad if you are in alanon....
Learn everything about this disease that you possibly can!!! The stickies at the top of the main page--above the th reads--co ntains a virtual crash course in alcoholism.....better than you will find I n most places.....
Knowledge is power.....
If you haven't read "Co-dependent No More"....now would be a good time to do so..... It comes highly recommended....and, I imagine that you will relate to it a great deal.....
Your future and your happiness rests in your own hands....the decisions that you make determine your future.....
Please treat yourself with the care that you deserve......
An active alcoholic cannot care for themselves...much less another person.....
A good thing to do for yourself would be to start saving for a car.....
A woman should never be beholding to a man for anything.....
dandylion