welcome Grambo.
That's a rough lot.... and I'm sure it weighs heavy.
Good news is there's a way to lighten the load.
DROP THE ROCK.
All that stuff... all of it, will get better than it is today if you get choose sobriety and get acting on recovery.
You done good, coming here. We're glad you did. I'm proud of you. It's a tough step to take.
But you did it, so there's hope. More than hope - there's a solution.
Alcoholics Anonymous : Alcoholics Anonymous
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