"Forte" means "Strong." And as long as you're above ground, you can't yet say it couldn't be worse. Let's just make sure it DOESN'T get worse!
First order of business -- make a call or visit to the Salvation Army NOW to make arrangements for shelter and treatment. If you take action now, you do not have to be homeless and hungover a few days from now. If you take action now, your future can be happy and bright.