I feel terrible this morning and no I did not get drunk last night. My anxiety is peeked. I didn't get much sleep I'm shaky and have a headach. I'm actually considering going to work and getting done what I need to get done for the day then leaving early and spend some time downing fluids and just resting. No tv or distraction. Just rest rehydrate and get my head in the right place for my first AA meeting. I don't know if that is a good idea or not but my gut feeling is to make doing what I have to take care of me and stay on track these first few days of sobriety. Maybe even call the sponsor and talk for a while to ease my anxiety.