Well I've nearly done 6 weeks sober. Some days I feel ok, and have had the odd great day. But for the last few I have felt very low, mentally confused and have no energy.
I have said I've realised I can no longer drink, but I am holding onto something. I don't know what ? I can't seem to surrender as some people say I need to. I'm sharing and reading on here which helps greatly. I get moments of inspiration but that's all they are.
I'm probably white knuckling it, but that's all I seem to have the energy to do at this point. Life seems distant.
Will I get past this ?
Will things improve ?
Do I need to do something to help shift my mental state ?
Or is this just a part of the recovery process I am going through ?
Steve.