Originally Posted by
BixBees505 
Bodhi, I do better not thinking about how many days sober, too. Someday I hope to be able to relish it. Right now it leads to obsession for me, and that way there be dragons!
Yes exactly- in the past I've had a tendency to reward myself for not drinking- by drinking.
I just don't drink anymore and if I stick with that I seem to be ok.