Originally Posted by
emme99 
Hi everyone, I had 26 days on Friday but messed it up and drank. I am drinking tonight too and will start again tomorrow. I don't know that I really want to count days anymore. It makes failing seem so much worse, but maybe that is what I need.
I don't think anyone needs anything that makes this harder - but equally anything that helps you stay off (IE protective of your days...) is a good thing.
Anyway, I was sober most of January and I know I can do it again. I honestly don't really know what happened. I know I wanted to drink and I didn't really put up much of a fight. I gave in pretty easily. I guess that means I probably need to tweak my plan. I will work on that tomorrow.
Enjoy the rest of your weekend everyone~
Sorry to hear this... Just don't wait to start day 1 again. Last time I failed to quit, I had the same "I know I can do it again" feeling - it was a full two years before I actually tried again...
Good luck!
