thank you all for your posts. I cant help but feel used and unloved. How can someone who after all i did for him just turn around and leave? Whatever it is, I am refocusing on myself and trying to love myself for the first time. I will make better choices in the future what ever it may be. I am truly blessed in my life and that is all that matters. It just hurts so much being used and thrown away again and that is hard to get over.
I just hope this wasn't a lie to get me out of his life because he doesn't love me anymore now that he got his feelings back.