I'm in pain. It's a 4 or 5 out of 10. The ibuprofen must not be helping much.
One thing bothering me is that if Brian knows I'm in pain he uses that moment to tell me the surgery was a mistake, that it's not worth it.
I can't believe he really feels this way. It completely disgusts me that I married such a loser.
He should be trying to ease my pain by cheering me on.
This is one of the hardest things I've ever been through -- realizing in the midst of this hell that I married a complete loser.