Thank you...really
I am so grateful to have this program to come to. It still amazes me that a bunch of people who know nothing about me, other then I'm an alcoholic, really care that I'm in pain. It's a beautiful thing. I truly hope that I can give back as much as I get.
I do feel better. I don't think too much about drinking. I did start smoking again though. I quit at 6 months sober. I seemed to be doing well. I realized that the thoughts of drinking were partially caused by my craving a cigarette. I hate smoking but it's the lessor of two evils....so I've been told by my sponser and others in my home group. I think I hate smoking more then I hated drinking. I would like to one day quit for good. I think it's just not the right time.
Again......Thank You!!