I'm desperate
I'm a 42 yr old mother of two. I suffer from PTSD and have been an alcoholic for years. My drinking has ranged from 2 a day to more than ten. I don't go anywhere after 4 because it interrupts my drinking. Lately I started d inking first thing in the mornin to get myself prepared for my day. Just one, but it cuts the shakes down. I drink at lunch, then at dinner. I need to stop this. I want to become just asocial drinker and become the mother and wife I was before. I feel li,e I will die soon if I don't get help.