The way you utilize AA can be your choice. Make it work for you as an individual. I don't go to meetings every day. I go once a week but I'm committed and consistent. My goal is not to live in the halls and only speak AA, but to learn how to live a normal life and get involved in the mainstream of life. At 6 months I'm doing that with new hobbies, places and people. I have an AA friend I stay in contact with who encourages me to find my own path, not copy theirs or be dependent. I've had the same experiences as you especially when it comes to relating with other's stories. They can be a drag with the stories and repetition. BUT...I'd rather be at them now not relating instead of drinking again killing myself until I DO relate.