Morning all. Just starting day 27 and am feeling hopeful but fearful at the same time. Fearful about not being able to find a new job and the financial worry that goes with it and fearful that I will relapse and pick up a drink. I am trying to do it one day at a time but sometimes I can't help but worry about long term sobriety. I really, really don't want to drink ever again but can I trust myself?
On a positive note, over the last few days I have noticed that my skin is looking better. At the age of 48 I am under no illusions that I will ever regain that youthful bloom and become the poster girl for Clinique but my face is less puffy and grey with red blotches!
Wishing you all a peaceful and sober day.