Originally Posted by Croissant

We can only control how we feel about things. I had a really horrible day today. A work issue and then to top it off, my daughter flips out at me in the afternoon.

I didn't want a drink, but I had a very real "I would have used this as the most awesome chance to consider if I was serious about my sobriety once". I can't even explain it really. Anyway, that was it. What the stronger feeling now is, "ok, it happened, you did your best".