Relapse
I drank this afternoon. I gave in so easy it was scary. I'm afraid this might be it for me. Got some boys around and smashing the meth. I'm in the bathroom writing this, I just want to self destruct because being an alcoholic and addict is .
I wanted to be clean. I wanted to be sober. After 39 days I just crumble so easy. **** this.
Stick with sobriety, it really is better.
I'm out, love you all