Thanks. Might have a studio lined up in a small ass town 20 miles away. Limiting myself even more. Had a job interview today aswell in that small ass town but they arent hiring. I got a number for a bishop I have not talked to going to talk tomorrow to him. I half want the studio because its in the town my kids live in, about 4 blocks away, but doesnt promise Ill see them. Could just trigger me If i see the guy who watches them, I would love to break his face. He went to jail my kids mom bailed him out with my kids money, in jail he said he could beat me up bla bla bla. Well I freaking challenged him to square up before I relapsed hes too scared. I was tempted to try and get ahold of him last night to square up if he can run his mouth like freaking I would love to fight him but hes just scared . Talk about it, be about it. But not him. i didnt get ahold of him though. Karma has no deadline karma shat on me pretty good last year. Patience. Going to call bishop goto dmv tomorrow, wait for surgery. about all I can do. still close to breaking point I think thats why I was going to try and instigate that stuff but its whatever.