Old 01-13-2016, 07:35 AM
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Originally Posted by SillyHuman View Post
Hang in there, Nic. Day 3 is no cakewalk. I really admire those of you who are getting sober and taking care of kids. My kids were in grade school when I tried to get sober the first time. They are in their mid 30s now.

I hope you sleep well and have a laid back day. Sending good wishes your way.
I think we will always have our validations for drinking or time periods when life is hard...I get into slumps with feeling like I should earn a reward for making it through the day with kiddos - I have a 5 yr, 4 yr and 6 mo old. It's the loony bin some (every?) days....they were a big reason to want to drink, I am just shifting that thinking to make them be a huge reason to NOT drink.

But even when they're grown more and I'm sleeping again (someday right!), I'm guessing AV would still be there with a different reason.

Day 11.
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